In love with this song..

I want it bad. I want it now.

You are hardcore, you make me hard.

You name the drama and I'll play the part.

It seems I saw you in some teenage wet dream.

I like your get-up if you know what I mean.

I want it bad.

I want it now.

Oh can't you see I'm ready now.

I've seen all the pictures, I've studied them forever.

I want to make a movie so let's star in it together.

Don't make a move 'til I say "Action."

Oh here comes the Hardcore life.

Put your money where your mouth is tonight.

Leave your make-up on and I'll leave on the light.

Come over here babe and talk in the mic.

Oh yeah I hear you now.

It's gonna be one hell of a night.

You can't be a spectator. Oh no.

You got to take these dreams and make them whole

Oh this is Hardcore 

There is no way back for you.

Oh this is Hardcore 

This is me on top of you

And I can't believe it took me this long.

That it took me this long.

This is the eye of the storm.

It's what men in stained raincoats pay for

But in here it is pure. Yeah.

This is the end of the line.

I've seen the story line played out so many times before.

Oh that goes in there.

Then that goes in there.

Then that goes in there.

Then that goes in there.

And then it's over. 

Oh, what a hell of a show

But what I want to know:

What exactly do you do for an encore?

'cause this is Hardcore.

I just fucking love this song

FINALLY

Yes  ladies and gentlemen I am officially done with this essay! Oxouu mana mou li xalarwsi twra! wohoooo!!!!! (allo pano) 

Bacon's Theory of Induction as Presented in the Novum Organum

http://inductivequest.blogspot.com/2010/10/bacons-theory-of-induction-as-presented.html

A vastly interesting  article to read. Enjoy!

A Liberal Education

Take away our history

Take away our heroes

Take away our values

And leave us here with nothing

We were in the garden of Eden

Just as children mess around

We only leant against the tree

And the apple came tumbling down 

You gave us what we asked for

But never what we wanted

We were only children

How could you have been so stupid

We went up to the steel walls

That guard the sacred town

We only whispered to ourselves

And the walls came tumbling down 

We didn't want a victory

We just wanted to fight

But you wouldn't fight

You just gave in

You went and spoiled every game

You broke an everlasting chain

And nobody respects you for your weakness 

Take away our idols

Take away our faith

Take away our hatred

And put us in this vacuum

Then say be yourself, please yourself

Express yourself some more

It's your right to do what you like

Because we can't really be bothered with you at all 

We didn't want a victory

We just wanted to fight

But you wouldn't fight

You said it isn't nice to fight

You went and spoiled every game

You broke an everlasting chain

And nobody respects you for your weakness

@#^%#@#$

Oh god i'm sooo bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kiss the anus of a black cat!

< Woe >

The ribbon round your neck
Aganist your skin that's pale as bone
If is my favorite thing you've worn
The band is playing our song
And we wan't go home, 'til morn

..like a shoal of fish in a tank going nowhere

My new love!

NoMeansNo!

Fucking brilliant!

Give me that progressive shit! 

I am you and you are me

You have bound my heart with subtle chains

So much pleasure that it feels like pain

So entwined now that we can't shake free

I am you and you are me

No escaping from the mess we're in

So much pleasure that it must be sin

I must live with this reality

I am yours eternally

There's no turning back

We're in this trap

No denying the facts

No, no, no

No excuses to give

I'm the one you're with

We've no alternative

No, no, no

Dark obsession in the name of love

This addiction that we're both part of

Leads us deeper into mystery

Keeps us craving endlessly

Strange compulsions that I can't control

Pure possession of my heart and soul

I must live with this reality

I am you and you are me

I am you and you are me

I am you and you are me

I am you and you are me

There's no turning back

We're in this trap

No denying the facts

No, no, no

No excuses to give

I'm the one you're with

We've no alternative

No, no, no

Take me, free me, see through to the core of me Take me, free me, there will be no more pretending

I am..

I am timid and

I am oversensitive

I am a lioness

I am tired and defensive

You take me in your arms

And I fall into you

I have insecurities

You show me I am beautiful

Love me or leave me

Just take it or leave it

It's not that I'm needy

Just need you to see me

Take me, free me, see through to the core of me

Take me, free me, there will be no more pretending

Mmmm...

I am temperamental and

I have imperfections and

I am emotional

I am unpredictable

I am naked

I am vulnerable

I am a woman

I am opening up to you

Love me or leave me

Just take it or leave it

It's not that I'm needy

Just need you to see me

Take me, free me, see through to the core of me

Take me, free me, there will be no more pretending

Now I stand before you with my heart in my hands

I'm asking you to take me just the way that I am

Please lay down your arms, do you know me?

Make me feel safe from harm

Take me, free me, see through to the core of me

Take me, free me, there will be no more pretending

I am temperamental and

I have imperfections and

I am emotional

There'll be no more pretending

Tonight!

en to pisteuko pos en to da akoma! Looks promising!   

Nice...

http://hugelol.org/lol/56211

Seven Psychopaths

Watching this masterpiece tonight! Alone! 

Good morning!!!!

Have a great one! Hope I'll see you today/tonight!

But...

You made my day! :)

Very disapointed

My day didn't start well... I got a call from Nicosia and they told me that I haven't passed my last exam(that exam I had the same day with my birthday).....
I got so disappointed. This was the first time in my life I didn't pass an exam.. :(
oh well.. 

brrr

Too cold for being alone... agkalitsa?

kati palio

Spin around in circles

I love "pussies"!

true dat

“I like to ride the roller coaster of life, spin the roulette wheel of fortune, to terminal possibility.”

Interesting book to read! Enjoy!

10 Psychological States You’ve Never Heard Of — And When You Experienced Them

Pretty interesting!

1. Dysphoria

Often used to describe depression in psychological disorders, dysphoria is general state of sadness that includes restlessness, lack of energy, anxiety, and vague irritation. It is the opposite of euphoria, and is different from typical sadness because it often includes a kind of jumpiness and some anger. You have probably experienced it when coming down from a stimulant like chocolate, coffee, or something stronger. Or you may have felt it in response to a distressing situation, extreme boredom, or depression.

2. EnthrallmentPsychology professor W. Gerrod Parrott has broken down human emotions into subcategories, which themselves have their own subcategories. Most of the emotions he identifies, like joy and anger, are pretty recognizable. But one subset of joy, "enthrallment," you may not have heard of before. Unlike the perkier subcategories of joy like cheerfulness, zest, and relief, enthrallment is a state of intense rapture. It is not the same as love or lust. You might experience it when you see an incredible spectacle — a concert, a movie, a rocket taking off — that captures all your attention and elevates your mood to tremendous heights.

3. NormopathyPsychiatric theorist Christopher Bollas invented the idea of normopathy to describe people who are so focused on blending in and conforming to social norms that it becomes a kind of mania. A person who is normotic is often unhealthily fixated on having no personality at all, and only doing exactly what is expected by society. Extreme normopathy is punctuated by breaks from the norm, where normotic person cracks under the pressure of conforming and becomes violent or does something very dangerous. Many people experience mild normopathy at different times in their lives, especially when trying to fit into a new social situation, or when trying to hide behaviors they believe other people would condemn.

4. AbjectionThere are a few ways to define abjection, but French philosopher Julia Kristeva (literally) wrote the book on what it means to experience abjection. She suggests that every human goes through a period of abjection as tiny children when we first realize that our bodies are separate from our parents' bodies — this sense of separation causes a feeling of extreme horror we carry with us throughout our lives. That feeling of abjection gets re-activated when we experience events that, however briefly, cause us to question the boundaries of our sense of self. Often, abjection is what you are feeling when you witness or experience something so horrific that it causes you to throw up. A classic example is seeing a corpse, but abjection can also be caused by seeing shit or open wounds. These visions all remind us, at some level, that our selfhood is contained in what Star Trek aliens would call "ugly bags of mostly water." The only thing separating you from being a dead body is . . . almost nothing. When you feel the full weight of that sentence, or are confronted by its reality in the form of a corpse, your nausea is abjection.

5. SublimationIf you've ever taken a class where you learned about Sigmund Freud's theories about sex, you probably have heard of sublimation. Freud believed that human emotions were sort of like a steam engine, and sexual desire was the steam. If you blocked the steam from coming out of one valve, pressure would build up and force it out of another. Sublimation is the process of redirecting your steamy desires from having naughty sex, to doing something socially productive like writing an article about psychology or fixing the lawnmower or developing a software program. If you've ever gotten your frustrations out by building something, or gotten a weirdly intense pleasure from creating an art project, you're sublimating. Other psychiatrists have refined the idea of sublimation, however. Following French theorist Jacques Lacan, they say that sublimation doesn't have to mean converting sexual desire into another activity like building house. It could just mean transferring sexual desire from one object to another — moving your affections from your boyfriend to your neighbor, for example.

6. Repetition compulsionAh, Freud. You gave us so many new feelings and psychological states to explore! The repetition compulsion is a bit more complicated than Freud's famous definition — "the desire to return to an earlier state of things." On the surface, a repetition compulsion is something you experience fairly often. It's the urge to do something again and again. Maybe you feel compelled to always order the same thing at your favorite restaurant, or always take the same route home, even though there are other yummy foods and other easy ways to get home. Maybe your repetition compulsion is a bit more sinister, and you always feel the urge to date people who treat you like crap, over and over, even though you know in advance it will turn out badly (just like the last ten times). Freud was fascinated by this sinister side of the repetition compulsion, which is why he ultimately decided that the cause of our urge to repeat was directly linked to what he called "the death drive," or the urge to cease existing. After all, he reasoned, the ultimate "earlier state of things" is a state of non-existence before we were born. With each repetition, we act out our desire to go back to a pre-living state. Maybe that's why so many people have the urge to repeat actions that are destructive, or unproductive.

7. Repressive desublimation
Political theorist Herbert Marcuse was a big fan of Freud and lived through the social upheavals of the 1960s. He wanted to explain how societies could go through periods of social liberation, like the countercultures and revolutions of the mid-twentieth century, and yet still remain under the (often strict) control of governments and corporations. How could the U.S. have gone through all those protests in the 60s but never actually overthrown the government? The answer, he decided, was a peculiar emotional state known as "repressive desublimation." Remember, Freud said sublimation is when you route your sexual energies into something non-sexual. But Marcuse lived during a time when people were very much routing their sexual energies into sex — it was the sexual liberation era, when free love reigned. People were desublimating. And yet they continued to be repressed by many other social strictures, coming from corporate life, the military, and the government. Marcuse suggested that desublimation can actually help to solidify repression. It acts as an escape valve for our desires so that we don't attempt to liberate ourselves from other social restrictions. A good example of repressive desublimation is the intense partying that takes place in college. Often, people in college do a lot of drinking, drugging and hooking up — while at the same time studying very hard and trying to get ready for jobs. Instead of questioning why we have to pay tons of money to engage in rote learning and get corporate jobs, we just obey the rules and have crazy drunken sex every weekend. Repressive desublimation!

8. Aporia
You know that feeling of crazy emptiness you get when you realize that something you believed isn't actually true? And then things feel even more weird when you realize that actually, the thing you believed might be true and might not — and you'll never really know? That's aporia. The term comes from ancient Greek, but is also beloved of post-structuralist theorists like Jacques Derrida and Gayatri Spivak. The reason modern theorists love the idea of aporia is that it helps to describe the feeling people have in a world of information overload, where you are often bombarded with contradictory messages that seem equally true.

9. Compersion
We've gotten into some pretty philosophical territory, so now it's time to return to some good, old-fashioned internet memes. The word compersion was popularized by people in online communites devoted to polyamory and open relationships, in order to describe the opposite of feeling jealous when your partner dates somebody else. Though a monogamous person would feel jealous seeing their partner kiss another person, a non-monogamous person could feel compersion, a sense of joy in seeing their partner happy with another person. But monogamous people can feel compersion, too, if we extend the definition out to mean any situation where you feel the opposite of jealous. If a friend wins an award you hoped to win, you can still feel compersion (though you might be a little jealous too).

10. Group feelings
Some psychologists argue that there are some feelings we can only have as members of a group — these are called intergroup and intragroup feelings. Often you notice them when they are in contradiction with your personal feelings. For example, many people feel intergroup pride and guilt for things that their countries have done, even if they weren't born when their countries did those things. Though you did not fight in a war, and are therefore not personally responsible for what happened, you share in an intergroup feeling of pride or guilt. Group feelings often cause painful contradictions. A person may have an intragroup feeling (from one group to another) that homosexuality is morally wrong. But that person may personally have homosexual feelings. Likewise, a person may have an intragroup feeling that certain races or religions are inferior to those of their group. And yet they may personally know very honorable, good people from those races and religions whom they consider friends. An group feeling can only come about through membership in a group, and isn't something that you would ever have on your own. But that doesn't mean group feelings are any less powerful than personal ones.

Thank you mama!

COOKIES!!!!!!!!!!!

"Nerves" by Charles Bukowski

Nerves

twitching in the sheets -
to face the sunlight again,
that's clearly
trouble.
I like the city better when the
neon lights are going and
the nudies dance on top of the
bar
to the mauling music.

I'm under this sheet
thinking.
my nerves are hampered by
history -
the most memorable concern of mankind
is the guts it takes to
face the sunlight again.

love begins at the meeting of two
strangers. love for the world is
impossible. I'd rather stay in bed
and sleep.

dizzied by the days and the streets and the years
I pull the sheets to my neck.
I turn my ass to the wall.
I hate the mornings more than
any man.

:(

But why???
:(

I was shivering inside..

I was trying to catch your eyes, 

though that you was trying to hide.

I was swallowing my pain, 

I was swallowing my pain.

I didn't mean...

Interesting stuff

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ether
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cyanide
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Phencyclidine

Things you can learn from tv series